Again

I hurt him again...
It's not my intention...
My fear is killing me...
I'm too sensitive when it comes to him...
I can't overcome the pain I have inside...
A pain that haven't killed for years...

I don't want to lose him
but if I will keep on tolerating myself from my fears...
I might lose him...
I want to change...
I don't wanna stay like this forever...
I wanna be with him... always...

I wanna be in his arms...
I want to stay with him... beside him...
I will try my best not to give up
But if its his heart desire to go on...

I will let you go...