My point in lying....

I can’t promise you that I will never lie to you
Coz these lies never meant of hurting you…
I would rather choose you to be hurt by the truth
Than to be hurt by my lies.
I lied or I will lie just to free you from having a burden…
But in time I will tell it also (of course not too much time)…
Its either I want to solve it first by myself
Or if I can’t find anymore strength to find a solution…
My sorrows and my failures shall not be yours
To ensure you do not fall into the same traps
Into which I fell…