I miss him...
I miss my boyfriend...
I miss the guy I fell in love last august 11, 2009...
I miss the guy who loved me...
he's not even showing how he love me so much...
he stopped...
even sharing stories funny, scary, or cheesy...
i miss everything about him...

my heart is crying

wag mong kopyahin ang gngawa ko
dahil d m ako mapapabago ng gnyan
if you will just stand by me..
baka sakaling marealize ko pa na mali ako...
pero kung ipapamukha mo sa akin ang mali ko..
this relationship won't take long...
dahil mapapagod ka lang sa akin...

di mo ako maririnig na magrereklamo
dahil di mo na ginagawa yung dati mong ginagawa...
wala kang maririnig sa akin kahit ano...
i wll just focus sa sinabi kong mahal kita...
lulunukin k n lng un lahat...
you won't see me crying...
but you already cut me just like a knife...

Quotes from Paulo Coelho

“The moment of that kiss contained every happy moment I had ever lived.”

“I think that perhaps we always fall in love the very first time we see the man of our dreams, even though, at the time, reason may be telling otherwise, and we may fight against that instinct, hoping against hope that we won't win, until there comes a point when we allow ourselves to be vanquished by our feelings...”

“One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving."

“Everything that happens once can never happen again. But everything that happens twice will surely happen a third time."

I Miss You

I know we've always seen each other...
I know we've always talking online...
I know we've always saying i love you....

but after all I'd still missing you...
I miss the day im starting to fall inlove with you...
I miss the day saying I love you that you really mean...(i know you will deny this)
I miss the old miel, my old miel...
something change...
Yes there is...

maybe you've not realize,
maybe you've not seen,
I miss the way how you took care of me
I miss the way how you said i love you and i love u so mch
I miss the way how you said u care for me
I miss the person I fell in love with
But eventhough something has change
I still love him so much
and I really miss him so much....

stop saying your doing those things because of me...
coz its not! I'm NOT the reason and NEVER been the reason at all

LQ 1:

if i will explain does it make any sense?? nothing at all coz u know why? makakalimutan m din un....

And I don't want to waste my time explaining something that is important for me but not important for somebody...

Dilemma: Part 2

Hays...
Here Again...
I don't know...
Part of My Heart says I believe him, and the other part is not...
I know it is wrong...
But I can't help myself to ignore things...
I want to believe him that he already moved on...
but I don't see it... and I don't feel it...
is it really me? or it's him?
I don't know, everything I see in him
all I can see is the shadows from his past still with him...
When I am trying to look him at his eyes
its not me I am seeing...
I haven't heard him singing our song...
or even dancing our song
they've said....
"it's sweet when someone knows every detail of you,not because u keep on reminding them, but because they pay attention to you"
am I expecting this too much that's why i feel this way??

101 Reasons Why I Love You

1. I can be myself when I'm with you
2. You fill up my sensess, ike the mountains in spring time
3. You love me even with my faults
4. You are so handsome to me
5. I don't have to vacuum before you come over
6. You're never boring
7. Even when i'm with grumpy, you still like me
8. You let me give you a detailed description of how I spent my day
9. Your idea of Romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us
10. We both know, that together we can work out anything
11. You never make fun of me even when I look like a clown
12. Because you make me feel, like i've never felt before
13. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked
14. You never say "Are you going to tell that story AGAIN?"
15. We can talk about everything or nothing -it's always ok with you
16. You're the light in my life, you're the inspiration
17. When you hold me tight, everything becomes alright
18. I love sharing Rainbow walks with you
19. You always seem to know, when things aren't going great
20. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive
21. You never intimidate me
22. You know how to bring a smile on my face
23. You're always on my side
24. We can talk over the telephone for hours together even if i've seen
you the day before
25. You're so dependable and trusthworthy
26. When I need to cry, you lend me a shoulder and tissue.
27. When I'm with you, nothing else seems to matter
28. Coz a smile from you can chase away all my blues
29. When you listen, I know you're really listening and not just waitiong for your
turn to talk
30. You and Me, together we can make magic
31. When you're around everything's fun
32. We're a perfect match
33. We both really can't do without each other
34. Thinking of you, adds a wonderful touch of love to my everyday
35. You've taught me the meaning of love and sharing
36. You understand me.. even when I'm sobbing
37. Every moment spent with you, is one filled with fun
38. Your idea of a big night is just the two of us alone
39. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead.
40. With you- I feel, as if in a single lifetime I have known the joy of a
thousand years
41. You at least pretend you're going to do what I suggest
42. You never give up on me - and that's what keeps me going
43. You're as helpful as therapy, but you never charge me for it
44. You're simply irresistible
45. Sometimes you cal, just because you're thinking about me
46. I can feel it, in the warmth of your touch cause it touches my heart and soul
47. For your sensitivity (sometimes hehe) and support
48. I love your smile
49. You're terrific sense of humour, you know how to make me laugh
50. I Love you because you bring out the best in me
51. You never get mad at me - even when I drive you up the wall.
52. ''Coz you''re amazing, dazzling and x''tra nice.
53. You understand - if I forget something worth remembering.
54. In the story of my life, the best chapters are filled with you.
55. You always know just how to spoil me.
56. You''re a good sport even when I''m not.
57. Every heartbeat belongs to you.
58. It''s in the way you look at me and in your warm embrace.
59. Every time I look at you my heart misses a beat.
60. Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
61. You''re the one who holds the key to my heart.
62. I like sharing crazy times with you, because you add the spice to my life.
63. When we''re together, time just comes to a halt.
64. You can read my innermost thoughts.
65. Your loving gaze is enough to carry me throught a long day.
66. You bring to me joy beyond measure.
67. Your idea of fun is laughing real hard and playing practical jokes.
68. You never snore while I''m talking to you.
69. Miel, you''re that someone who makes happiness happen.
70. I feel so at ease - in your arms.
71. Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, to day my life is more complete.
72. Since the day you came into my life, everything''s perfect.
73. We share the right kind of love.
74. You always say what i need to hear.
75. All I need to do is take a look at you and…
76. You''re cool - no matter what the time, no matter what the place.
77. All the little things you do - makes such a big difference in my life.
78. I wanna stay forever with you.
79. I can see my dreams come true in the ocean of your eyes.
80. You''ve taught me the the true meaning of love.
81. The softness in your voice is like satin on my soul.
82. You''re so cuddlesome.
83. I love all the ways you give.
84. I just can''t imagine being me - without U.
85. You''re my anchor in life''s ocean and most of all you''re my best friend.
86. You''re always on my mind, I just can''t do without you.
87. Just a touch… and I lose my heart all over again.
88. You''ve seen me at my worst and you still love me.
89. You''re so magnetic - I just keep coming back to you.
90. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything.
91. You are my theme for a dream.
92. You''re somone I can be goofy with.
93. I enjoy being with you.
94. You''d give up your favourite pastime - to be with me.
95. I can ask you a dumb question without feeling dumb.
96. Whenever I need it most - you''re there with your all-purpose hugs.
97. You excite me, delight me, ignite me.
98. You know all my secrets… and keep them.
99. You''re too hot to handle.
100. I''ve had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
101. There are endless reasons why I love you, but the most important one is Darling, knowing ''U'' is Loving ''U''